| they'd love to tell you to stay inside the lines, but something's better on the other side..i wanna run through the halls of my high school, i wanna scream at the top of my lungs, i just found out there's no such thing as a real world..just a lie you've got to rise above. i am driving down 85 in the kind of morning that last all afternoon, just stuck inside the gloom. four more exits to my apartment but i am tempted to keep the car and drive..and leave it all behind. cause i wonder sometimes about the outcome.. my stupid mouth has got me in trouble..i said too much again, to a date over dinner yesterday and i could see, she was offeneded, she said well anyways..i'm just dying for a subject change, Oh another social casualty, score one more for me, how could i forget, my mistake thank me for speaking.. and if you want love, we'll make it. swim in a deep sea of blankets, take all your big plans and break them..this is bound to be awhile.. she comes and goes and comes and goes like no one cares..she comes and goes and no one knows she's slipping through my hands.. she keeps a toothbrush at my place, as if i had the extra space, she steals my clothes to work, i know her hairs are on my shirts, i tell everyone i smile just because i've got a city love, i found it in lydia, and i can't remember life before her name..and i knew i was through when i said i love you. i have these dreams i'm walking home, home where it used to be, everything is as it was, frozen in front of me, here i stand six feet small, romanticizing years ago, well it's a bittersweet feeling.. and these days i wish i was six again..oh make me a red cape i wanna be superman. didn't have a camera by my side this time, hoping i would see the world through both my eyes, maybe i will tell you all about it when i'm in the mood to loose my way with words, but let me say you should have seen that sunrise,with your own eyes, it brought me back to life, you'll be with me next time i go outside, no more 3x5s i could have met you in the sandbox, i could have passed you on the sidewalk, could i have missed my chance and watched you walk away..i'm tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here. back to you, it always comes around, back to you, i tried to forget you, i tried to stay away, but it's too late, over you, i'm never over, over you, there's something about you, it's just the way you move, the way you move me, yeah, i'm so good at forgetting, i quit every game i played, but forgive me love, i can't turn and walk away this way. check your pulse to prove your not listening, to the call your life has been issuing you, the rhythm of the line of idle days, scared of the world outside your door, you should go explore, pull up the shades and we'll wander the great indoors. would you want me when i'm not myself.. knowing november we'll say our goodbyes..when it comes to december it's obvious why, no one wants to be alone at Christmas time, come january we're frozen inside, making new resolutions a hundred times, february won't you be my valentine, and we'll be safe till st. patricks day.. and if are always is all that we gave, and someday we'll take that away, i'll be alright, if it was just till st. patricks day. |
